Your mother loved you, protected you against your alcoholic father and you left her to rot you piece of shit. Her last cognizant thought was that almost certainly that you didn’t love her. Your daughter is going to resent you more than you brother already does, and he cant stand you. You’re an obligation, a charity case, like taking care of a child with down syndrome. You’re a burden he has to put up with. 5 years he’s had an audience for you, he could have put “guilty by association” on TACN day one, yet he sat back and publicly laughed at your attempt at a podcast. Your pathetic.