i like your tagline thing

spanish cedar potting bench for my mom. i laminated a stripe of maple with purpleheart on either side in the cedar to make up the apron/cabinet part of the bench and it has a maple top with two stingers of purpleheart around it.

looking slick. has a drawer with a maple shaker front that i did a couple striped of the purple heart into to continue the ones on the apron and one side of the top flips up and has a soil bin for easy cleaning and access to soil.

i will! im in the middle of finishing it. im using some exterior oil finishes that i dont have much experience with and been having a hard time getting a nice even finish on the maple top. so i might end up using some treated lacquer for it. the rest of it is basically done. gunna start some ukuleles and guitars next week. hoping that i will enjoy that and wont actually go through with shooting myself in the face.

it would be so much work to get the finish i want buffing and building up beeswax. i’d rather use the penetrative oil i’m using, let it saturate and dry then spray a couple coats of Poly or Lacquer and just refinish ever few years as needed

That really offends me. Ive worked really hard to learn as much as i have about carpentry and make very high end custom cabinetry for very wealthy customers in muilti million dollar homes. For you to compare me to a hack of a DIY Flipper is enough to drive me to suicide. you fucking prick fuck. you have no talents. I am better than you at everything. Go play video games.

Im tired of feeling like a piece of shit when im constantly working and all these entitled faggots who do nothing but entertain themselves with video games and tv are happy and live good lives.

I know.

My sister buys all this shitty furniture from thrift stores and asks me to modify it and she uses my tools and makes it look like the shit on pinterest and sometimes she actually flips it for good money but i cant imagine the awful shit joe is trying to sell will ever get bought. especially on etsy for that much money. for hobbys you give yourself maybe $10 an hour, factor in materials maybe som overhead. but for him to be selling horribly refinished furniture for over a thousand dollars really affects me in the angry regions of my soul.

why tourist is gunna buy and then travel with a huge dresser?

voice in my head

i’ve been wanting to take some 4-aco-dmt, 5-meo-mipt, or some 4-ho-met but i don’t have benzos or opiates and have been super suicidal lately.

i was like that until last year. i really don’t relate to my roommates and they make me so uncomfortable and paranoid and make me feel unsafe so i have to have benzos to abort mission cause they suck.

no they are not drug people at all and are like star wars nerds. i literally don’t know how to talk to them at all. the first time i tripped in the house with them i told one and the other came home screaming and smashed his door in. then when i was freaking out as one would do in that situation they didn’t help at all and i still haven’t trusted them since. it was traumatic and made no sense, no explanation. it was fucking awful

rumplestillskin is a good man