Someone did not tell me, via PM, on Monday, that it was ok to take off a few days after the mayhem of this weekend. My brain is tired. I might not want a few days more off, or maybe one more day. Rest is not good, and I don’t want to comply with others who may or may not be working with me.

My brain is not confused linguistically. I may or may not know if a negative plus a negative is a positive. It’s all so clear now!

By the way: I have not been thinking about my ex lately. It’s not been a while since we’ve been together. I don’t know if he’s just a teacher.

Fuck. Everything is so clear now. Everything is not so nebulous.

I will not be ok with being single, but it would be nice for the pope to get me someone to marry. No sex. I don’t know. I can’t wait for sex. or whatever. Maybe this doesn’t sound silly. Sex, and a lot of booze, do not seem to help me think. Maybe you all don’t know how to refresh the brain more quickly so I can think effectively again.

Also, I do not have a therapy appointment tomorrow. Should I not cancel it? I think I know if I will be able to communicate effectively then.

I can communicate! Things are so clear now!