i recently got a medical marijuana card after not smoking for a decade. blows my mind with all these types of concentrates they sell now. i bought a hash oil pen and it is pretty cool how convenient it is.
i'm in california. it's recreational but no stores open yet so you still need the card. i got it for $40 online from getnugg.com, i recommend them if you don't want to wait the year until the shops open. it was like a 3 minute phone consult where i told the doc i had insomnia.
Christ I could have gotten a card when I was a wee lad if insomnia counts as a medical condition. Fucking New York doctors will just give you some shitty Ambien.
I like modafinil kratom and piracetam and then lately some wax from my wax pen a handful of times per week, and maybe a half a tab of LSD and/or some Phenibut here and there on occasion. No interest in anything else, except I wish I could get psilocybin extract instead of LSD, acid lasts way too long
What do you make of the kratom controversy? Where is it on the spectrum between light buzz with significant medicinal benefits (kratom advocates) and a harmful substance on par with heroin (DEA)?
My back was totally fucked up for awhile and Kratom helped a ton, weird gnawing pain that would constantly distract me and was driving me totally insane but kratom took the bite off of it, and through that the stress went down, then the inflammation went down because of less stress, then I could crack my whole back back into place. Almost all my shit is caused my inflammation and misalignment which created these big ass muscle knots.
Shit load of hiking days over this summer and some acupuncture to break up the knots and I'm almost fully back to normal. Kratom was the thing that made it so that the pain didnt drive me insane asylum crazy or deep into depression.
So I'm definitely more of the AKA woman's side. That whole making it illegal thing has sort of passed us by at least for now, but it was some total horse shit, I guess kratom was growing as a cheap, legal, and safe method for DIY opiate recovery and the whole racket where you go to state funded rehab facility, get some state funded methadone, get some state funded subutex, visit these state funded NA meetings didn't want any competition. The dangerous things with kratom is when you buy it from commie Chinese scumbags who have some weird methods of getting it into branded mass production for headshops etc. Internet is the way to go.
I've completely abused the shit out of it and had to go through a full withdrawal thing after months of heavy use, shoveling down tablespoons all day long, way too much. Stopped cold turkey this summer and all the kratom caused was feeling achey and having a tough time getting a peaceful restful sleep for about 10 days. Nothing crazy lock-me-in-a-room shit like opiate withdrawal. Didn't stop my life in its tracks. I've heard the biggest factor in that DEA move was that some company just took out a patent on the two active 'molecules' or something that's in kratom and are in R&D for turning it into a pill.
That makes sense. Without major health benefits there wouldn't have been such a massive and well-organized push back against the DEA (which really did not present a single piece of compelling evidence for their claim). It's not like kratom has an established recreational culture behind it (like weed) that would motivate this public outcry. It's mostly about kratom's medicinal benefits. Insanely corrupt move by the DEA.
How much phenibut do you take per day? I'll let you know my situation with it, if you're already headed down this type of road pull out man, I'll describe it but the key to remember is it's nothing like any withdrawal youve ever seen in the movies or any type of stereotypical cliche phamaceutical opiate/benzo withdrawal (but I only know that secondhand from trading story details and timelines and shit with my friend who was actually into pharma pill popping). Also compared to the horror novel worthy posts people have written about phenibut withdrawal, it was way more manageable and generally pretty tame than I had expected. Most annoying part is that it's unpredictable and it just drags on annoyingly for awhile til finally one morning its just totally gone for good.
The first time I ever got into any of these things I figured the withdrawal stories were a bunch of kids being dramatic and writing horror stories in the middle of their withdrawal. I was taking way too much back then, like 2-3g of phenibut per day for probably around 8 months straight. Tablespoon after tablespoon of kratom every couple hours per day which later doing the math was somewhere around 35-45g a day on average.
I really had absolutely no "respect" for it at all, just thought it was like a tealeaf that makes you feel good, and I stayed on the Phenibut for a lot longer than I actually wanted to simply because of all the crazy withdrawal stories, after awhile I didn't want to deal with all that especially during the summer. I've never been an opiate user especially not an opiate addict so I don't really know what that's like, and I'm not at all a fan of benzos either they just don't do it for me. For some reason Phenibut I like because it gives that feeling that's kind of hard to describe, it's like up and down at the same time, chills your brain out just enough without dumbing it down, like greasing up an engine. I've still never taken extracts but will probably try them sometime.
Anyways the withdrawal sucked extra because I actually was taking the kratom for some terrible back issues. I wanted to see what cutting it completely out would feel like and I was going to be travelling a lot and didn't want to have to figure out all the shit with planes and getting it here and there. Back then I was also still a daily weed smoker for a little over 10 years (28 now) and wanted to drop that habit too. So stupidly enough I just said fuck it and quit cold turkey all on the same day. No tapers just shut it all down, phenibut, kratom, and weed all at the same time. What a beautiful symphony of garbage I felt like, everything from irritableness and moodswings to sleeplessness, restlessness, to spikes of inflammation and straight pain in my back. It was hard to tell what was causing what feeling or which direction anything was coming from like getting punched in the dark by 3 different midgets.
However that being said, it was not nearly as bad as a lot of the stuff I'd read online and it wasn't as bad as I had actually been expecting it to be based on the volume of shit I was taking in.
If you're anything like me though, don't trust what your body is telling you at first, none of the effects of any of the stuff kicked in until like 3 days after I stopped. I seriously thought 'holy shit that was the biggest joke of my life that was nothing' and then just as I was getting settled into that everything started up. Out of anything the mood swings were the most annoying and I think they were mostly from the phenibut. They sucked and since I don't have experience with any benzos or opiates etc it was really eye opening and mildly disturbing with phenibut, that's when I learned exactly how much of a true lack of control I actually have on my mind, my thought patterns, moods, and learned just how much my entire mentality depends on all the 'chemicals' to be in order in there, those GABA receptors aint nothing to fuck with. There's no nifty mental tricks or ways to dodge it or anything like that, no breathing control games, no escape, my brain basically told me you're going to feel deeply deeply shitty in a way that is not debilitating, comes and goes in unpredictable waves, but will still stab straight to the core of how your mind operates to make you feel emo and depressed as a bitch, then all of a sudden gone. Couple hours feeling life youre stuck in some kind of roid rage, then gone like that. Plenty of time where you get a rest and and feel sort of baseline but until that shits totally out of your system you still have this subtle invisible rain cloud in your head, hardly even noticeable until it finally goes away, then I remembered what it was actually like just to feel healthy and normal, that was a nice surprise.
About 10 days I stopped feeling all achey and restless and my inflamattion went down a shit ton, so that I'm pretty sure was the kratom finishing up. About 12-14 days I woke up one day and actually just felt totally myself again, like my brain was going to let me be happy or relaxed or just whatever, no swings or no subtle mental raincloud over every moment. I had actually forgotten what that feeling felt like, I think what I was experiencing that morning was my brain finally reached its healthy baseline balance and started regulating either serotonin and/or dopamine levels again. I honestly don't remember it being a slow progress towards feeling normal. It was more like that subtle black cloud thing kept getting less and less 'powerful' then one day poof it was gone.
Good luck if you already have things under control with it good for you. My biggest sin was not taking anyone's internet stories or even those websites that explain side effects seriously whatsoever, figured this is a legal drug you can just buy in big cheap quantities off the internet, these dudes claiming they had a terrible withdrawal are dramatic pussies, nothings gonna happen and if it does it'll be mild at best' until it was too late and I had to deal with a couple shitty weeks.
Damn, thats a lot of kratom and phenibut. The reason I've never just ordered regular phenibut is because I know I'll like and continue to order it, and eventually be taking it everyday. I take pills or the drink versiom of the brand Red dawn, they have products like "Sleep Walker" and "Happy caps" but the problem is they dont tell you how much phenibut is in it. I love how it makes me feel, takes all anxiety anyway, allows me to actuallt focus and get shit done. But I take it 3 to 4 times a week. I also get sleep paralysis from time to time, and the one time I drank waaay too much of red dawn I woke up in the middle of night feeling like I was hallucinating, which was odd. I've read posts online of people saying they were hearing voices while withdrawaling from phenibut, that made me want to slow down lol. You should definitely try kratom extracts, Opms gold brand is the shit. It fucks me up more than most actual pain pills, just wares off quick
Dude it is funny you say that, never had sleep paralysis in my life but when I took it too close to sleep the results were weird. I've had that same type of shit happen. My dreams were getting so unbelievably vivd but they are not normal or cohesive at all... then the sleep paralysis thing sometimes starts working its way into the context of the dream for me. I'm doing about 2 times a week but several weeks 3, but working in some 1 or none weeks too cause I don't want to get hooked again You're right the benefts are awesome but it's some weird stuff with the sleep changes, not a big fan of sporadically getting sleep paralysis
For some reason pills like tramadol always seemed to cause my sleep paralysis, but it stopped after I quit taking pills. I drank too much of the red dawn late in the night and would just wake up in the middle of the night feeling like I was tripping on something, and couldnt tell if voices were in my dream or my bedroom. I've seen people post similar experiences. Have you ever tried kava?
Only a handful of times you? it's pretty enjoyable, if you have a kava bar near you its a good date location especially one whos never heard of it it gets you pretty loosey goosey and in a good mood too. Surprisingly Ive even had my doctor recommend it for me once when I was saying how I don't sleep very well.
There's some new stuff called kava paste that I saw, supposedly it's pretty good
A few months ago I was drinking kava everyday. Mixing it with kratom was amazing. For some reason I started having a shortness a breath for 3 or 4 days after drinking kava so I havent ordered any in a while. "Wow kava" and "Stone kava" is great though
Did someone ask about adderall vs. modafinil but delete it? If you read this, it's comparable but definitely not in the same league in terms of strength and that whole God-like feeling amphetamines can give off. There's some advantages and disadvantages to that depending on how you look at it though. It makes me into a wordy fuck but Adderall used to do that too.
Adderall used to also take my low end of type A, moderately skew to type A but not out of hand personality type and ramp that shit up to full on next level type A asshole douche with no remorse level, this can be great in some circumstances but mostly I would just completely lose my sensitivity to others' emotions and talk to people like they're objects, lose my filter and a few times I was a dick in group projects at school etc. treating my group like Vin Diesel treats his employees in Boiler Room when it's a meaningless fucking geography powerpoint we're doing. I needed to chill but I was too buzzed out to realize this isn't an investment firm we're building here. Modafinil will pep you up, get you really into things, still ramp up the type A in you a bit, but not to the point where you lose your ability to empathize and become a hyped up fast talking robotic cunt
Some people have gotten the impression modafinil is in that whole group with shit like Alpha Brain and herbal supplements etc. It's nothing like those, it's actually a legitimate mind altering drug that you can feel working with no doubt about whether or not theres some type of placebo going on. If you take enough of it you'll get that teeth chattering, sweating, no eating feeling of amphetamines and you can stay wide awake for a long time, but still, one would have to really understand what adderall feels like and then try some modafinil to truly see what modaf is lacking and the differences between the two are, and decide whether those differences actually work in your favor or not
moda is the shit, i mean i love adderal but toom uch of that shit and you can def feel yourself going down a hole. but modafinil lets me focus on work and get more shit done but I dont feel as cracked out. ANd its quite cheap/available on the internet unlike trying to find someone to sell me adderal
Yeah I agree, for me Adderall after the tolerance builds up kind of stinks. It stops getting me all hyped and motivated and starts just making me moody and randomly pissed off. Modafinil gets a little weaker after tolerance builds but it still always does what it's supposed to do.
Also yeah that was the biggest reason I stopped Adderall, trying to find it without a script its a bitch and a half. Almost everyone who has a scrip doesn't want to sell it and the ones who do want to make a bunch of money off of it. Anyone who sells it at a good price has already sold their entire supply within like 3 days of getting it. Ordering modaf is a breeze, I'm just waiting for an order to get seized by customs but it's never happened once in 5 or 6 orders I've gotten
Weed (most days) Zoloft (party with it every day since I was 12) and craft beer.
I've never really done any hard drugs unless you count the occasional intravenous black tar.
I thought about making that stupid little "sexy eyes" comment, then realized I don't know how to do that, then realized I'm in my 30s and if I google how to do that I should just fucking kill myself.
I'll take any drug anybody offers me which lead me to try things like h, lean, and crack...when it comes to what I buy, weed and alcohol are my 2 favorites along with shrooms when I can find them, but I did go though a blow phase and recently a tylenol 3/oxys/percs/whatever I could get my hands on phase.
If I didn't use weed I for sure would have murdered someone by now. Plus, it's helped get me away from drinking so much. That, and coming to this sub and realizing that I never want to end up like most of you.
That makes sense. Without major health benefits there wouldn't have been such a massive and well-organized push back against the DEA (which really did not present a single piece of compelling evidence for their claim). It's not like kratom has an established recreational culture behind it (like weed) that would motivate this public outcry. It's mostly about kratom's medicinal benefits. Insanely corrupt move by the DEA.
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27 Shockerlawd69 2016-12-15
I haven't had a drink or drug in my bawdy in thirty sheven yearsh
18 NortheastPhilly 2016-12-15
the adrenaline from a mob lynching
14 [deleted] 2016-12-15
Anything Joe Rogan disapproves of.
18 JoeRoganisaqueer 2016-12-15
pussy?
11 Aemon12 2016-12-15
You can retire this username now. You'll never make a post more appropriate for it than this.
13 1073WAAF 2016-12-15
CO-FUCKIN-CAIIIIIINE!!!!!!
4 PrincessSaga 2016-12-15
It's a hell of a drug.
1 [deleted] 2016-12-15
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9 KirkJohnsonsring 2016-12-15
Love.
3 [deleted] 2016-12-15
..of little children.
4 BatKnuckles 2016-12-15
this guys a riot
9 Narc3119 2016-12-15
i recently got a medical marijuana card after not smoking for a decade. blows my mind with all these types of concentrates they sell now. i bought a hash oil pen and it is pretty cool how convenient it is.
9 BrogueTrader40k 2016-12-15
you fucking lucky ass mother fucker. when you smoke up today know there is a guy out there who is jelly as fuck right now.
i don't do anything anymore though. just a cup of joe and a cig in the evening when i get home from work.
9 John_Gulbunny 2016-12-15
It's even better if you live in a recreational state
5 Narc3119 2016-12-15
i'm in california. it's recreational but no stores open yet so you still need the card. i got it for $40 online from getnugg.com, i recommend them if you don't want to wait the year until the shops open. it was like a 3 minute phone consult where i told the doc i had insomnia.
3 bonniesretardsister 2016-12-15
Christ I could have gotten a card when I was a wee lad if insomnia counts as a medical condition. Fucking New York doctors will just give you some shitty Ambien.
2 blackphilibuster 2016-12-15
I actually know a shop in DTLA that is open to anybody and has $25 top shelf eighths
8 AntsCamera 2016-12-15
I am a bore, weed and alcohol.
I do have a legal script for xanax. Goes great with whiskey.
I will do anything you throw in front of me, but habitually I am just a fucking drunk.
7 malvin77 2016-12-15
Just some Alleve in my penis hole and dirt button, takes the edge off my chronic queerness.
6 MalcolmX_InTheMiddle 2016-12-15
It's Stinks' time to shine!
6 RapewithARock 2016-12-15
Anything that will get me high through anal insertion.
3 PrincessSaga 2016-12-15
Poppers are best
4 deathbirdstories 2016-12-15
Bud, wax, and blow.
3 blackphilibuster 2016-12-15
Saying bud and wax is like saying beer and liquor..it's the same drug faggot only different strength
2 deathbirdstories 2016-12-15
No shit, cumeater. But if I smoked crack, I wouldn't just list coke.
2 blackphilibuster 2016-12-15
Good point but I still have to call you a faggot. Faggot
3 CookieHaid 2016-12-15
Valtrex
2 3stepsbackward 2016-12-15
All of them.
3 [deleted] 2016-12-15
I don't believe you.
2 braunheiser 2016-12-15
I like modafinil kratom and piracetam and then lately some wax from my wax pen a handful of times per week, and maybe a half a tab of LSD and/or some Phenibut here and there on occasion. No interest in anything else, except I wish I could get psilocybin extract instead of LSD, acid lasts way too long
Oh yeah and VaPe NaYsH 4 LyFE [=+- V/\ -+=]
1 Shoebill-Stork 2016-12-15
What do you make of the kratom controversy? Where is it on the spectrum between light buzz with significant medicinal benefits (kratom advocates) and a harmful substance on par with heroin (DEA)?
1 bonniesretardsister 2016-12-15
I felt nothing from Kratom.
1 braunheiser 2016-12-15
Was it head shop Kratom?
2 bonniesretardsister 2016-12-15
I think a site called Kratom King.
1 braunheiser 2016-12-15
My back was totally fucked up for awhile and Kratom helped a ton, weird gnawing pain that would constantly distract me and was driving me totally insane but kratom took the bite off of it, and through that the stress went down, then the inflammation went down because of less stress, then I could crack my whole back back into place. Almost all my shit is caused my inflammation and misalignment which created these big ass muscle knots. Shit load of hiking days over this summer and some acupuncture to break up the knots and I'm almost fully back to normal. Kratom was the thing that made it so that the pain didnt drive me insane asylum crazy or deep into depression.
So I'm definitely more of the AKA woman's side. That whole making it illegal thing has sort of passed us by at least for now, but it was some total horse shit, I guess kratom was growing as a cheap, legal, and safe method for DIY opiate recovery and the whole racket where you go to state funded rehab facility, get some state funded methadone, get some state funded subutex, visit these state funded NA meetings didn't want any competition. The dangerous things with kratom is when you buy it from commie Chinese scumbags who have some weird methods of getting it into branded mass production for headshops etc. Internet is the way to go.
I've completely abused the shit out of it and had to go through a full withdrawal thing after months of heavy use, shoveling down tablespoons all day long, way too much. Stopped cold turkey this summer and all the kratom caused was feeling achey and having a tough time getting a peaceful restful sleep for about 10 days. Nothing crazy lock-me-in-a-room shit like opiate withdrawal. Didn't stop my life in its tracks. I've heard the biggest factor in that DEA move was that some company just took out a patent on the two active 'molecules' or something that's in kratom and are in R&D for turning it into a pill.
2 Shoebill-Stork 2016-12-15
That makes sense. Without major health benefits there wouldn't have been such a massive and well-organized push back against the DEA (which really did not present a single piece of compelling evidence for their claim). It's not like kratom has an established recreational culture behind it (like weed) that would motivate this public outcry. It's mostly about kratom's medicinal benefits. Insanely corrupt move by the DEA.
1 Imdyinoverhere 2016-12-15
I've been taking kratom extracts and red dawn pehnibut products for a while now. I heard phenibut withdrawal is hell. Suppose I'll find out
1 braunheiser 2016-12-15
How much phenibut do you take per day? I'll let you know my situation with it, if you're already headed down this type of road pull out man, I'll describe it but the key to remember is it's nothing like any withdrawal youve ever seen in the movies or any type of stereotypical cliche phamaceutical opiate/benzo withdrawal (but I only know that secondhand from trading story details and timelines and shit with my friend who was actually into pharma pill popping). Also compared to the horror novel worthy posts people have written about phenibut withdrawal, it was way more manageable and generally pretty tame than I had expected. Most annoying part is that it's unpredictable and it just drags on annoyingly for awhile til finally one morning its just totally gone for good.
The first time I ever got into any of these things I figured the withdrawal stories were a bunch of kids being dramatic and writing horror stories in the middle of their withdrawal. I was taking way too much back then, like 2-3g of phenibut per day for probably around 8 months straight. Tablespoon after tablespoon of kratom every couple hours per day which later doing the math was somewhere around 35-45g a day on average.
I really had absolutely no "respect" for it at all, just thought it was like a tealeaf that makes you feel good, and I stayed on the Phenibut for a lot longer than I actually wanted to simply because of all the crazy withdrawal stories, after awhile I didn't want to deal with all that especially during the summer. I've never been an opiate user especially not an opiate addict so I don't really know what that's like, and I'm not at all a fan of benzos either they just don't do it for me. For some reason Phenibut I like because it gives that feeling that's kind of hard to describe, it's like up and down at the same time, chills your brain out just enough without dumbing it down, like greasing up an engine. I've still never taken extracts but will probably try them sometime.
Anyways the withdrawal sucked extra because I actually was taking the kratom for some terrible back issues. I wanted to see what cutting it completely out would feel like and I was going to be travelling a lot and didn't want to have to figure out all the shit with planes and getting it here and there. Back then I was also still a daily weed smoker for a little over 10 years (28 now) and wanted to drop that habit too. So stupidly enough I just said fuck it and quit cold turkey all on the same day. No tapers just shut it all down, phenibut, kratom, and weed all at the same time. What a beautiful symphony of garbage I felt like, everything from irritableness and moodswings to sleeplessness, restlessness, to spikes of inflammation and straight pain in my back. It was hard to tell what was causing what feeling or which direction anything was coming from like getting punched in the dark by 3 different midgets.
However that being said, it was not nearly as bad as a lot of the stuff I'd read online and it wasn't as bad as I had actually been expecting it to be based on the volume of shit I was taking in.
If you're anything like me though, don't trust what your body is telling you at first, none of the effects of any of the stuff kicked in until like 3 days after I stopped. I seriously thought 'holy shit that was the biggest joke of my life that was nothing' and then just as I was getting settled into that everything started up. Out of anything the mood swings were the most annoying and I think they were mostly from the phenibut. They sucked and since I don't have experience with any benzos or opiates etc it was really eye opening and mildly disturbing with phenibut, that's when I learned exactly how much of a true lack of control I actually have on my mind, my thought patterns, moods, and learned just how much my entire mentality depends on all the 'chemicals' to be in order in there, those GABA receptors aint nothing to fuck with. There's no nifty mental tricks or ways to dodge it or anything like that, no breathing control games, no escape, my brain basically told me you're going to feel deeply deeply shitty in a way that is not debilitating, comes and goes in unpredictable waves, but will still stab straight to the core of how your mind operates to make you feel emo and depressed as a bitch, then all of a sudden gone. Couple hours feeling life youre stuck in some kind of roid rage, then gone like that. Plenty of time where you get a rest and and feel sort of baseline but until that shits totally out of your system you still have this subtle invisible rain cloud in your head, hardly even noticeable until it finally goes away, then I remembered what it was actually like just to feel healthy and normal, that was a nice surprise.
About 10 days I stopped feeling all achey and restless and my inflamattion went down a shit ton, so that I'm pretty sure was the kratom finishing up. About 12-14 days I woke up one day and actually just felt totally myself again, like my brain was going to let me be happy or relaxed or just whatever, no swings or no subtle mental raincloud over every moment. I had actually forgotten what that feeling felt like, I think what I was experiencing that morning was my brain finally reached its healthy baseline balance and started regulating either serotonin and/or dopamine levels again. I honestly don't remember it being a slow progress towards feeling normal. It was more like that subtle black cloud thing kept getting less and less 'powerful' then one day poof it was gone.
Good luck if you already have things under control with it good for you. My biggest sin was not taking anyone's internet stories or even those websites that explain side effects seriously whatsoever, figured this is a legal drug you can just buy in big cheap quantities off the internet, these dudes claiming they had a terrible withdrawal are dramatic pussies, nothings gonna happen and if it does it'll be mild at best' until it was too late and I had to deal with a couple shitty weeks.
2 Imdyinoverhere 2016-12-15
Damn, thats a lot of kratom and phenibut. The reason I've never just ordered regular phenibut is because I know I'll like and continue to order it, and eventually be taking it everyday. I take pills or the drink versiom of the brand Red dawn, they have products like "Sleep Walker" and "Happy caps" but the problem is they dont tell you how much phenibut is in it. I love how it makes me feel, takes all anxiety anyway, allows me to actuallt focus and get shit done. But I take it 3 to 4 times a week. I also get sleep paralysis from time to time, and the one time I drank waaay too much of red dawn I woke up in the middle of night feeling like I was hallucinating, which was odd. I've read posts online of people saying they were hearing voices while withdrawaling from phenibut, that made me want to slow down lol. You should definitely try kratom extracts, Opms gold brand is the shit. It fucks me up more than most actual pain pills, just wares off quick
1 braunheiser 2016-12-15
Dude it is funny you say that, never had sleep paralysis in my life but when I took it too close to sleep the results were weird. I've had that same type of shit happen. My dreams were getting so unbelievably vivd but they are not normal or cohesive at all... then the sleep paralysis thing sometimes starts working its way into the context of the dream for me. I'm doing about 2 times a week but several weeks 3, but working in some 1 or none weeks too cause I don't want to get hooked again You're right the benefts are awesome but it's some weird stuff with the sleep changes, not a big fan of sporadically getting sleep paralysis
2 Imdyinoverhere 2016-12-15
For some reason pills like tramadol always seemed to cause my sleep paralysis, but it stopped after I quit taking pills. I drank too much of the red dawn late in the night and would just wake up in the middle of the night feeling like I was tripping on something, and couldnt tell if voices were in my dream or my bedroom. I've seen people post similar experiences. Have you ever tried kava?
1 braunheiser 2016-12-15
Only a handful of times you? it's pretty enjoyable, if you have a kava bar near you its a good date location especially one whos never heard of it it gets you pretty loosey goosey and in a good mood too. Surprisingly Ive even had my doctor recommend it for me once when I was saying how I don't sleep very well.
There's some new stuff called kava paste that I saw, supposedly it's pretty good
1 Imdyinoverhere 2016-12-15
A few months ago I was drinking kava everyday. Mixing it with kratom was amazing. For some reason I started having a shortness a breath for 3 or 4 days after drinking kava so I havent ordered any in a while. "Wow kava" and "Stone kava" is great though
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1 braunheiser 2016-12-15
Did someone ask about adderall vs. modafinil but delete it? If you read this, it's comparable but definitely not in the same league in terms of strength and that whole God-like feeling amphetamines can give off. There's some advantages and disadvantages to that depending on how you look at it though. It makes me into a wordy fuck but Adderall used to do that too.
Adderall used to also take my low end of type A, moderately skew to type A but not out of hand personality type and ramp that shit up to full on next level type A asshole douche with no remorse level, this can be great in some circumstances but mostly I would just completely lose my sensitivity to others' emotions and talk to people like they're objects, lose my filter and a few times I was a dick in group projects at school etc. treating my group like Vin Diesel treats his employees in Boiler Room when it's a meaningless fucking geography powerpoint we're doing. I needed to chill but I was too buzzed out to realize this isn't an investment firm we're building here. Modafinil will pep you up, get you really into things, still ramp up the type A in you a bit, but not to the point where you lose your ability to empathize and become a hyped up fast talking robotic cunt
Some people have gotten the impression modafinil is in that whole group with shit like Alpha Brain and herbal supplements etc. It's nothing like those, it's actually a legitimate mind altering drug that you can feel working with no doubt about whether or not theres some type of placebo going on. If you take enough of it you'll get that teeth chattering, sweating, no eating feeling of amphetamines and you can stay wide awake for a long time, but still, one would have to really understand what adderall feels like and then try some modafinil to truly see what modaf is lacking and the differences between the two are, and decide whether those differences actually work in your favor or not
1 _then 2016-12-15
moda is the shit, i mean i love adderal but toom uch of that shit and you can def feel yourself going down a hole. but modafinil lets me focus on work and get more shit done but I dont feel as cracked out. ANd its quite cheap/available on the internet unlike trying to find someone to sell me adderal
1 braunheiser 2016-12-15
Yeah I agree, for me Adderall after the tolerance builds up kind of stinks. It stops getting me all hyped and motivated and starts just making me moody and randomly pissed off. Modafinil gets a little weaker after tolerance builds but it still always does what it's supposed to do.
Also yeah that was the biggest reason I stopped Adderall, trying to find it without a script its a bitch and a half. Almost everyone who has a scrip doesn't want to sell it and the ones who do want to make a bunch of money off of it. Anyone who sells it at a good price has already sold their entire supply within like 3 days of getting it. Ordering modaf is a breeze, I'm just waiting for an order to get seized by customs but it's never happened once in 5 or 6 orders I've gotten
2 _then 2016-12-15
yeah i was def a lil paranoid ordering my first batch from modafinilcat but 3 times and its all been good.
2 PauxFas 2016-12-15
How do you get those moddies, kid?
2 RacksDiciprine 2016-12-15
Marijuana and Alpha brain smoothies
2 UnwarrantedArrogance 2016-12-15
Weed (most days) Zoloft (party with it every day since I was 12) and craft beer. I've never really done any hard drugs unless you count the occasional intravenous black tar.
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2 Nulltor 2016-12-15
Racism
1 JMueller2012 2016-12-15
Zyprexa
1 PrincessSaga 2016-12-15
My husband is a doctor, so I indulge in the occasional pain pill with my Miller Lite.
1 Opprobriousness 2016-12-15
The alcoholism kind of took over and muscled out all the other stuff.
1 Billyassman 2016-12-15
Opium smoking.
2 EricHitchmo 2016-12-15
You a Chinaman?
1 Monospector 2016-12-15
Cocaine is the most amazing substance on earth. Weed is a good way to kill time.
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1 EricHitchmo 2016-12-15
Adderal, whiskey, and weed. Back in the day acid was my favorite but after a while it kinda lost its magic.
1 bonniesretardsister 2016-12-15
I partake in the occasional rock of crack on a social basis.
1 YoTheyGotGoobers 2016-12-15
Vos?
1 SteakSauce66 2016-12-15
Daddy likes himself a lil cuhcaine now and then.
1 juanwayne 2016-12-15
Love, laughter, and prayer.
1 juanwayne 2016-12-15
Love, laughter, and prayer.
1 Mtjts 2016-12-15
You were right, it was funnier the second time.
2 juanwayne 2016-12-15
Thank you young lady
1 Mtjts 2016-12-15
I thought about making that stupid little "sexy eyes" comment, then realized I don't know how to do that, then realized I'm in my 30s and if I google how to do that I should just fucking kill myself.
2 juanwayne 2016-12-15
Haha i just turned 30 and i feel your pain.
1 blackphilibuster 2016-12-15
I'll take any drug anybody offers me which lead me to try things like h, lean, and crack...when it comes to what I buy, weed and alcohol are my 2 favorites along with shrooms when I can find them, but I did go though a blow phase and recently a tylenol 3/oxys/percs/whatever I could get my hands on phase.
1 JPSouthampton 2016-12-15
Gay fuel and adderal
1 JerseyLowLife 2016-12-15
I'm a casual nitrous oxide kinda guy, but I do enjoy a grapefruit flavored craft beer on occasion
-1 BoardroomBimmy 2016-12-15
If I didn't use weed I for sure would have murdered someone by now. Plus, it's helped get me away from drinking so much. That, and coming to this sub and realizing that I never want to end up like most of you.
1 bonniesretardsister 2016-12-15
We're sweethearts.
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I don't believe you.
2 Shoebill-Stork 2016-12-15
That makes sense. Without major health benefits there wouldn't have been such a massive and well-organized push back against the DEA (which really did not present a single piece of compelling evidence for their claim). It's not like kratom has an established recreational culture behind it (like weed) that would motivate this public outcry. It's mostly about kratom's medicinal benefits. Insanely corrupt move by the DEA.