My plane destroyed about 400 meters away from me. Both legs broken. I can't help but wonder what could have prevented this whole war in the first place. I understand the higher up such as Norm Macdonald called for this war to continue, but we are the soldiers on the front lines. I love Norm all, but I didn't see him on the battlefields at all. I have completely lost count of how many men we've lost. This is the horrors of war. We signed up for this stuff. And for what? For me to die here in a field with no one to be seen for possibly hundreds of miles? Was it worth it? At this point I don't think it is.

I can hear the wolves in the distance. I know I'm done for. But at least I'm going to leave this message behind.

May your heart always be hardened and your conscience always clear.